To sum up in words a moment of depressive struggle:
Spining, no not spinning
Crazy, no not crazy,
Pain, yes that one works
Confusion, that’s obvious
Heaviness, no words
Fleeing to see clear once again.
Can I get out of my own mind?
Is there a place that feels safe?
And Numbness,
yes, that’s a good one
Breath catching in your throat
Tension through your whole body
then the Tears come.
Finally some release!
With them come a measure of understanding
Perhaps the sobs shake loose the truth
Perhaps instead of a moment of breaking
this is a moment of healing
Perhaps…
The Modern Hadassah 
Oh bless you sister! I do that you do not live with this daily. I am familiar enough with this overwhelming and dark emotion. I have addressed ANXIETY and TOUGH STUFF in my blog, as well as HOPE and joy. Would you like to join our community of intergenerational women called Titus Women’s Gathering? It is a closed group and we are quite good at loving on each other, encouraging each other, counseling one another and praying for one another. I will add you if you would like to join. God bless you, precious creation of God.
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Thank you. No, it’s not every day. But the days that it is are a struggle. Please add me to the group though! I can always handle some encouragement!!
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